Well, I guess I will write today, I wanna write somewhere, just seems not anywhere..Maybe I shouldn't just spill out emotions, It might not be healthy to keep them in either. Want to read a new poem?

Why do feelings eat you up?
Why do I feel as if I've killed someone?
I mean, I know I haven't, But it seems that I can't go on until I actually talk to someone, But that one someone...who is it?
I was always told, "Express yourself freely, you'll feel better" Well, How can I when I don't exactly know how to tell you?
Just expressing something right now, but it doesn't seem to be helping me much.
Doesn't matter much, I don't see why many care so much...
I mean, I know this world has a place for all of us, but why does everyone want to settle here, when Heaven is where Im meant to be, With my Father. The one who made me, Im tired of all the teasing, although I haven't done much to stop myself from teasing you.
I want it all to stop, I want to be a normal person, Not someone who is treated as a baby, I mean, Don't stop treating me as you do. I don't want special treatment just because Im going though being a teenager.
Alright, So I don't know whats its like to not have a deceased in the family, or even what its like to have something to keep me in line. But what do you have that I am jealous of ?

-sighs- Now that I have that out, Noone needs to worry. -Nod-

^ those are some thoughts. But who really cares right? Anywho. See ya all around.

-Neko